friend? / Saturday, November 7, 2009 @ 10:12:00 PM
I have a friend and I don't know if I should still regard her as a friend a not, but in this post I shall just regard her as a friend. Well, at the beginning of the year she was innocent like how she was during primary school. But as the year went on, she really changed. When I say really, I really mean really. I have no idea how but some other people started introducing guys mostly from ACS to her. That really changed her character - totally. Then she started going into a relationship, crushing on guys, and being "emo." She keeps talking about boys in school ever since then and texting in class nonstop. Every time I hear names of boys coming out from her. Names like: Brennan, Clarence, Daniel, Joel, Ryan, Bryan, etc. Also, she has became more and more daring day by day. She scolds people things like "Stupid! Loserrr. *Laugh laugh laugh* in your face!" Do you know how much these one or few words hurt people? It just makes people feel discouraged and losing determination to work even harder.
During the last day of school when we got our results back, she cried under the table. Honestly, I can't tell that it's real that's why I didn't went to comfort her. What I thought was, she doesn't deserve to cry because in class I don't even see her working hard for the exams. I admit that as a friend I never tried to change her. It's not easy to change a person. If she really doesn't want to think how she changed since the starting of the year or rather the past few years, then I really don't want a friend like this anymore.
I have no idea why she likes to think negatively.
S.I.G.H.S