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heartless / Friday, May 21, 2010 @ 11:55:00 PM
I dislike my father side relatives to the core. All of them, every single one of them. I know they too, dislike me. Oh wait, maybe it's hate. I don't need their love at all anyway. Lucky for them, I don't hate, I dislike. They are bias, super. During dinner today, my sister's Godsister who loves her so much has problems with me texting. She's probably jealous that no one texts her. All of them on the table were taking it as if I did not exist or anything.
I dislike my father side relatives to the core. All of them, every single one of them. I know they too, dislike me. Oh wait, maybe it's hate. I don't need their love at all anyway. Lucky for them, I don't hate, I dislike. They are bias, super. During dinner today, my sister's Godsister who loves her so much has problems with me texting. She's probably jealous that no one texts her. All of them on the table were taking it as if I did not exist or anything.
They bothered offering my sister food, but not me. They bothered talking to her, but not me. They bothered smiling at her, but not me. They bothered responding to her greeting, but not me. (Too bad, I only greeted you people for the sake of just greeting. If you choose to pretend that you didn't hear me and end up trying to embarrass me in front of everyone by saying that I didn't greet, I'm not gonna give a damn about it. You people don't deserve to be greeted anyway. If I could choose not to greet, I wouldn't.)
When they talk about something to me, that something will always be something that isn't nice. They said I look even more exhausted than my sister's other Godsister's child.
HELLO, IF YOU DON'T KNOW THAT I STAYED BACK FOR CCA FEELING SO TIRED AND GOT RELEASED AT 6, CAME BACK HOME AND STRAIGHT AWAY SHOWERED FOR THE SAKE OF THIS DAMN SHIT DINNER, THEN YOU JOLLY WELL SHUT YOUR BIG FAT SMELLY MOUTH UP. YOU DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER ASKING ME WHY I WAS SO TIRED. GYEJIB.
I totally regret going for the dinner. In fact, I only went there for food so that I don't have to buy dinner myself. But I think if I were to spend money and buy dinner myself and eat alone, I would be SO MUCH MORE happier.
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Got 3 of my papers back as well. I'm quite satisfied with my results except for IH. Although I failed LAP by 3 marks, I'm still happy because I thought I'll be failing the P.E.E section badly but I passed that section in the end. Scored 71.5 for Science, 37/80 for LAP, and 46/80 for IH. I'm sure if Ms Karen marked the whole paper, I would score much higher. As for LAP, Ms Syed says that she's going to combine some marks from CA1, so I'll probably pass at the end of the day. Anyway, so far I only know 1 person in the class who passed LAP and the pass is border line pass. Even my Mum blames the teachers for setting this kind of paper.
