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is courage everything? / Monday, July 12, 2010 @ 4:30:00 PM
Sometimes I'm really afraid of expressing my true feelings to some people just because I'm afraid that they'll get hurt by it. So I can only put up with whatever they are doing even if I don't like it. You know, it's like, take for example you're trying to concentrate in class but the person sitting near keeps talking and you really want her to keep quiet but there's something stopping you from doing so. If you tell that person to keep quiet, she would probably think that you're some bitch or whoever trying to refrain her from talking.
Sometimes I'm really afraid of expressing my true feelings to some people just because I'm afraid that they'll get hurt by it. So I can only put up with whatever they are doing even if I don't like it. You know, it's like, take for example you're trying to concentrate in class but the person sitting near keeps talking and you really want her to keep quiet but there's something stopping you from doing so. If you tell that person to keep quiet, she would probably think that you're some bitch or whoever trying to refrain her from talking.
I'm really taking my studies this year seriously. I know how small things can make big differences and I believe that concentrating in class and doing work by myself are one of the small things. I don't wish anything to get in my way.
I don't want to disappoint my parents and my sister although they look like they aren't (maybe they really aren't) when I don't get good results. I want to try every way to make them happy, and of course results aren't all about it.
This probably applies to some NA students. Look at how often we say we want to go to Express. Think about it, do some of us have the ability to be in Express? (Obviously some has the ability.) Who knows if you will do well or struggle badly with the work? When I was in Sec 1 I was always thinking of wanting to get promoted to Express until Mdm Azizah told us that studying another year isn't a waste of time. FYI, I'm really dislike it when people say studying 1 more year is a waste of time. If you want to try arguing with me then I'm not gonna waste my time arguing with you.
So why not think about the good points of what situation you're currently in now instead of the bad points?
