Today I found out (not from myself) that I'm a bad influence. :) So I guess everyone should stay away from me and leave me alone. You know, sometimes I feel so maligned. I won't say why because I wanna keep it to myself.

Why is life nowadays so unfair? There was a period of time when it was both of us together in it but now it's me alone. You know how miserable I feel? I just feel that the world is crashing down on me.

My soul is looking for a true friend. Maybe, just maybe, there's another person in the corner of the world I would soon meet and who knows, that might be my true friend? I want a friend whom I can last long with forever.

I suddenly lost motivation for my studies. I don't know why. I feel that my 2010 is so screwed because of school. Often, I imagine how would school life be different as compared to now if 1N6 moved up to Sec 2 together. I'm really looking forward to the ending of 2010, or perhaps the end of school term. I want to start afresh in 2011. New classmates, new friends and new goals.

Bye.