Apparently I find my 2010 mostly about NPCC, friends and studies.

In the beginning of the year I told myself it's the streaming year and in order to get the subject combinations I want, I definitely have to study hard and achieve good results. Indeed, I felt myself put in effort and got 2nd position in Mid Year and 4th position in overall and most importantly, the subjects I want. Well of course all the credits doesn't go to me. It also goes to all those who've helped me especially Kimbella, Adeeba, Nikki and Leezard.

This year, I made a lot of new friends, grown closer with some friends and lost some friends. Honestly, I'm happy to lose these friends. I'd rather lose them than patching up with them 'cause I believe till the end we'll still get back to square one and I know that they aren't the ones who'll just friggin' listen to me. (Yes I seriously dislike it when people don't listen to my problems and expect me to listen to their's.) I think it's important to grow closer with your friends 'cause you'll never know if those are the ones who'll be your true friends. I grew closer with those 4 especially. C'mon you know who you are. HAHA. And lastly I made a lot of new friends especially from NP. I actually realized that making friends isn't a hard thing at all.

Thanks to NPCC, I got a greater exposure to lots of things and had a lot of first times. The fact that I was in a girls school all the time, I was really afraid of boys. (K I really don't wanna use the word 'boys' and the word 'males' sounds weird.) Every time there's an area event or anything I'll be super nervous and when I see everyone there my heart starts beating really quickly. I remember when I had my Swearing-In Ceremony at SJI I felt disgusted at night when I got home. But now, it's absolutely nothing. Had first times like kayaking, sleeping in a tent, riding on a boat and participating in a parade (still training). I guess there are more but I probably forgot.

Happy New Year :)